Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Hello
My attitude is getting bad to worst..
i cannot relax, once i relax i put down everything..
now i forget many things =.="
with this kind of attitude , how i going to take my N levels
and don't need to talk about O level..
today not feeling well,
feeling very dizzy , like the whole world turn upside down =.="
saw my E maths test grade , haiz I' hopeless!
Don't what to do to help myself....
Always say until very nice but when comes to action i did nothing to help myself
I can't even trust myself =.="
Nothing to share
Bye
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Hellofeeling not well like falling sick =(
this bit of stress also cannot stand , I'm so useless.......
trying very hard to change myself but still cannot..
this few days i do homework until midnight 1 or 2am then sleep
5.45 or 6 wake up wah very tired...
yesterday teacher call us to check our CCA thing~
when i saw the paper , my feeling was very angry
i have 0 points for my CCA =.="
i went for so many event , you never record it down...
then last time , the CCA head call me to join band because they lack of people
then i ask will my point gone ? He said won't..
now he is not in our school =.=" nvm
But when i saw the paper 0points ~
my CIP got 100+ hours also no use ...
I have prepare to study very hard to get better
then don't need to worry about CCA points...
i now want to quit my CCA and study for my N level
i very useless as i not able to cope with my CCA.
people can do it but i cannot
I'm a slow learner
must keep study and study then can understand...
today nth special to share
i go do my homework
Byee
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Wednesday, February 3, 2010
ElloI am trying to stop complaining nowdays
Try not to throw my anger at my family members and friends.
Yesterday , after CCA 7.30 reached home.
Then shower , eat , rest ...........9pm+ then started to do my homework.
About 2am+ in the midnight then finish all my homework,then 5.30 woke up
very tired.. sorry those who i throw my anger at you , please forgive me...
Trying to get use to sec4 life~
byee
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